We we're in love
We promised each other forever
You told me you'd never hurt me
And you said you were different
You weren't like the rest.
I lay here as the blood flows freely
From my wrists wondering
Where we went wrong
I can't think of anything
I am starting to fade
I feel it death approaching
And I welcome it with open arms
I will hurt no more you promised
Me forever but forever has come and gone now I lay here dieing thinking of all you did to me.
Whats that I hear?
The phone is ringing!
I stumble through the door and pick it up.
"hello?" I say in a groggy voice.
The room is spinning I can't feel my arms.
"Hey baby I love you"
of course its you who else would it be here to tell me more lies?
I fall to the floor I tell you
I hate you and try to say more.
The words wont come out!
Cassie! CASSIE!
You scream my name over and over again
I always warned you of my tiring of you games and you always used to shrug me off and tell me i would never do it.
As I lay here the room is spinning and I no longer have control the phone has fallen from my hand and I can hear you pleading with me to answer why don't you call 911? I try to scream I don't want to die I'm to young but theres no hope now. I cant live longer knowin you are one this earth.
God forgive me please don't let me die I'm only 15 god stop the bleeding stop the pain.
You never helped me you never listened you never even tried.
You came through the door and screamed my named but theres no answer its too late I'm already gone.
You cant figure it out you don't understand why and no one else does either.
If you ever seen the warning signs of my nearing death. You would just sit there and laugh but today you finally realized that if you had ever taken me seriously I'd still be here with you.
sorry its so long....its the first poem i have ever written...
