I cant believe this is really happening. Its almost the end of the year..and no one knows how much pain im in thinking about this. No one has ever faced these challenges of having a *true love* move away. He has neevr understood how i felt. I try to tell him how much i will miss him everyday, and all he says is everybody will miss me! I hope me and him stay in touch, I doubt that will happen, but i guess i will have to live with the fact that i will never see or talk to him anymore. I guess i will have to get over him.
