I hate me

I hate me,
i hate life,
right now i am living it as if it is one stuiped sick rhyme,

i don't want people to look at me,
i wish my eyes killed everything it sees,

I'm on top of this building,
not knowing what to do,

I don't know if this would take all my problem away,
what would my family and friends say,

mom be strong,
for we will not meet in that long,

dad don't be disappointed,
for you did do your job,

kristal and gabby,
the best friends i could ask for,
i owe you so much,
but my life was just to much bad luck,

to everybody i love you guys,
try not to brake down and cry,
and don't take life for granted,
if i say anything else that was just it,

daddys girl is on my grave,
i'm up here in heaven,
watching you live day by day,
i miss you guys so much,
but i already know its to late

so if i do ever end this way,
i love you and good-bye