The tears i cry

A thunderous silence
breaks through my thoughts.
What was once was a great idea
is now a triumphant, loss

Words tumble trough my mind.
Reflections of darkness hover.
A disturbing peacefulness comforts me, and inside that moment i take cover.

What would it be like to stay there forever?
To be lost in all my cares?
From inside, looking out-
I cry silent tears.