Just let me go

I can't cope any longer,
The pain I hide inside
To my friends I have lied,

I told them I was fine,
When I really felt defeated,
The pain is too much,
I want to be needed.

No one wants me,
It's the truth, I know
No one needs me
I should just go.

The knife it whispers to me,
"Do it, end it all!"
I know I won't be missed,
Just let me fall.

The uncontrollable pain,
Makes tears stream down my face,
I'm sitting in the corner,
Like a delicate piece of lace.

You make me suffer,
Day after day,
You'll never love me
Thats what you say.

I hid the pain,
with smiles and laughter,
I put on an act,
because I have to....