Faded cream

Last night I had a dream
In that dream I turned to cream
I, as cream, was poured into a stream
That black water stream, it was a horrible dream

Cream and water they do not mix
In the water, I was pulled apart
Water tore open my being, my soul
My head and my heart

Now the cream began to separate
There was no way back, it was far to late
I had said farewell to another world
As I floated down stream being forcefully curled

Now with this cream separated and drowned
Friendly people are bound to look around
But there’s only 1 way to get the cream back
And that’s buy a new bottle and start from scratch.

sorry the poem is short and the writing is soo long..

This was written in memory of all those friendships that I have broken,

I have know idea who will be reading this, but for those who have been hurt I’m sorry. I’m distant for reasons that surpass my own control, I am doing my best but it is not good enough, I am trying to get over these things but I cannot, because of the things I have happening in my life I am kind of stressed out. I don’t want to yell at anyone because of my own stress at others because that’s not fair on them. So I’m only going to try to say 1 more thing.
If you miss me I’m all for talking, but I will not come to you
If you have decided that I’m annoying and a bit of a d**k please forgive me as that is all I ask.
I don’t want to be hated for who I am, just what I do