I don't want to see your face

If I was to spot you,
In a crowd or any place,
I would run and hide away,
I don’t want to see your face.

If I saw you walking by,
I know I’d shed a tear,
because seeing you even once more,
is my biggest fear.

If I have to hear you voice,
Not coming from a C.D player,
I would lose so much skin,
I would cut through every layer.

If I saw you in my dreams,
in my mind, or in my soul,
I would like to kill myself,
because you send me out of control.

If I hear your name called,
And saw you walking in,
I run flee the room so fast,
And find the sharpest pin.

If I saw you in a memory,
I would like to forget,
Whatever the memory was,
I’ll pretend we never met.

I don’t want to see you ever again,
In any room, in any place,
Because when I see you it all goes bad,
I don’t want to see your face.

***** Yes a hate poem a big hug to whoever works out who this is first!!! It starts with an A!!!!
By Sammi Morris 11/5/05 - I think (?????)