MY life is the same

What ever I do
people get mad
I try to make them glad
but there just to sad

I try to care
But all I do is tare
Do I even dare
to cry or even hind

People hate me
People love me
I wish they would make up there mind
Because I am sick of wasting my time

I am all confused
I think I am even abused
I am so depressed
I am so distressed

What can I say
all I want is to be away
nothing goes my way

I am sick of this Monday
I am sick of going no where
I just wish this was another day

All I want to do is die
But I dont want to try

My whole life was the same
Just a different day
I wish I could use my brain

I wish I would pull that trigger
I think that would be a crime
Knowing that its not my time