This Is The End

I'm just an ordinary girl,
With ordinary feelings inside my head.
Besides the fact,
That every night I wish to be dead.
You think I'm fine,
When really I'm not.
I'm far from fine,
And you don't understand you're all that I've got.
You don't see,
How much you mean to me.
But I don't see why I try,
I know it's not going to be.
My life can't get better,
It's just wouldn't fit.
And I don't care,
Not one bit.
I'm sick of my life,
So hell with it all.
I'll build myself up,
To watch myself fall.
You do it everyday.
And you don't care.
So I should try,
It's not like anyone's there.
No one would give a shit.
So from now on neither will I.
Not one bit,
I'll even try not to cry.
I do that every night,
And it doesn't help.
I try to fight,
Away it all.
That doesn't work.
So as I said I'll just fall.
Goodbye to the world,
Goodbye to my friends,
I'm sorry to say.
But this is the end.