Experience

I still regret that time
When everything was fine

I still remember that decision
And that uncalculated precision

I still regret that choice
Of having forsaken my voice

I'm unable to decide
I'm unable to preside

I cant hurt one or the other
I cant stand to lose another

I feel like I'm gone
Yet I know I must move on

Ive always succeeded
Ive never receded

To put things a simple way
I just cant stand this day