When your spirit dies,
and your body lies,
still for eternity,
answer this truly.
Will you be completely care free?
No, is the only answer you hear,
as cruelty whispers in your ear.
Worrying and suffering is what I see,
When looking into my eternity.
Yet I'm not scared to die,
in hell or in the sky.
Anywhere is better than here,
anything is better than this fear.
Of not being in control of my own body.
What the hell is happening to m!
I don't know why I'm so afraid,
of not being able to control the blade,
as I am desperately grasping it in my hand.
Maybe I'm too young to understand.
Why won't someone just explain to me,
Why am I desperate for this eternity.
***I know it is kind of strange,but I feel there is a lot of questions i don't know the answer to.And most of the time I am dieing for someone to come along and answer my questions.do you know what I mean??If so please write a commit or vote so I know I am not the only one thank you so much!!***
