Freedom

I have this endless glowing,
which I cannot explain in words,
Everyday I go on knowing,
Thou killed human girl not birds.

Should have seen her face,
when her mouth spat up the blood.
An image in my mind thy I cannot erase.
Red oh innocent red of a flood.

I'm crying such a rainbow,
the tears drink up my face,
no lover to find...
No mother to chase.

Please break away my chains,
so I must killed thy again,
A stinging of the wounds,
from a bubbling champagne.

Must be bowing my head so low,
don't look my way,
just leave,
just go...

Can't find my place in a world,
so cold... My heart lie in front of me, covered with mold.

Sugar sweet candy... Juice of a mug....Dripplets of blood.. forming on a rug...

I'll resort to my brain,
with my wish so torn...
Inside such a game...
The dead I must mourn...

With a wrist such as mine..
Could create such a crime...
No one could stop her....

That's me...

A murderer..
I sin...

But I'm free...