Love me forever

What is this pain i feel inside,
amongst these feelings that i hide?
where does it come from?
why does it make
all of my insides shiver and quake?

what is this love i feel for you
deep within my soul so dark and blue?
why does it make me hurt so much?
why is there nothing tangible,
something i can touch?

something i can rip apart and tear out
something i could destroy for good
cause i want to and i would if i could

cause it hurts too much to love you now
i wish i never knew
the joy that you have given to me
i wish i had just been alone

cause then i wouldn't be in so much pain
i wouldn't be so hurt
i wouldn't want to slash my veins
and die out in the dirt

what is this pain i feel inside?
its my love for you, my dear.
but no longer can it stay inside
my broken heart, i fear

its time for me to let it out
and I'm sorry, but this time
i will not be here afterwards
to write you anymore rhymes

I'm sorry baby, but its just too hard
for me to carry on
so love me now, love me forever,
cause tomorrow ill be gone.

Copyright ©2005 Amanda Hope Indelicato

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