I'm sorry i hurt u so much

I wish i could live a normal life, a life without lies or pain, i wish you never found out about my troubles and pain, i didn't mean to hurt you in so many ways, i know you will never look at me the same, i think about us and the trouble we have been though and the pain i have caused you, and a tear come to my eye, I'm sorry for hurting u in so many ways my love, i wish i could turn back time i know this is something that i know u will never forgive me for, but u seam to be by my side willing to help me so I'll say it now and always I'm sorry for hurting u and i love you for being here for me thank you my love.