The Pain Inside

The pain i feel inside
is what i try to hide.
I'm haunted by the past
I'm losing my mind fast.

My friends think I'm happy 'cause i smile
but deep down I'm lonely lost child.
I hate my life wish it would go away
I'm sitting in my room waiting for that day.

Darkness has set over me it suddenly feels like night
my tears are falling crimson the red is blocking my sight.
The voices in my head tell me I'm no longer sane
I can kill myself now i can end my pain.

The glint in the razor is so shiny and bright
it's time for me to go now i put up a good fight.
Something is leaking red under the door
my body's been swallowed by the blood on the floor.