And still i cry

Lifes so hard and still i cry
i lost all friends and now ill die
iv cut away my pain you see
now my friends abandoned me

no one els left but him
the one i hate for all my sins
i keep him in, a box so tight
and break him out, after night

i hate myself for losing friends
i don't think my life will mend
ill end it now all tonight
and ill try really hard not to fight

i take this sip thats in this tin
and everything begins to spin
I'm on the floor about to die
and now alls lost i begin to cry