I can't make up my mind.
I lack the ability to.
All I do is concentrate on the bad side of things.
Since that is all that comes out of my life.
How I love my friends.
How I never want them to hurt.
And all this pain Im suffering through grows on them.
Making them want to make me feel better.
Helping me move on.
But how can I move on when all my pain and hurt is caused by the people around me.
Maybe I just make myself misereble.
Maybe thats just whats attracted to me.
Or maybe its just apart of life.
How we try to change life when change is life.
And how we adjust to change.
