Final Wish©

I sit in my bed, alone in the dark
turn on my mellow music
curl up in my blankets
another night I cry myself to sleep

I dreamed of you again tonight
about you coming to my side
when I go to sleep I can't wake up
my reality is to hard to confide

I dreamed of your soft lips
smoothly pressed against mine
I love you so very much
my life measured in short time

I want to take the blade
and drag quick across my wrist
you couldn't understand my pain
and make these cuts my best

I don't want to lie to you any longer
the pain I hold deep within
its crushing my fragile bones
of my secrets never told

I just keep wishing of death
and somehow to make my last
but I always wake up in the morning
wondering what I have left

I have no reason to carry on
and nothing else to do
I have no one and nothing
my one true love is you