Losing faith...

Times flies past really fast
just as fast as how you and me ended things together
we said that we would both be strong about it and move on
we said that we would both still be friends and talk to each other like are relationship was just a big nightmare
now it just grew with in me
now it just stays with me
something i never told you
something i never wanted to say
but only write down
i was scary ed when you left me
i was scary ed when you said to me good bye and never see each other again
i wasn't scary ed that are relationship was gonna end
i wasn't scary ed that my parents would find out what was going on between us
i was scared cause am gonna be alone
i was scary ed that nobody gonna be there for me
like you used to do
each day i lose faith in myself
each day i lost my strength in me
it's cause nobody gonna care about me when i die in a painful way
cause nobody gonna be there for me like you used to do
so i cry myself to sleep each and every painful day
hoping the heaven angels will see my pea...