I lie awake every night,
thinking of all the times we had a fight,
it makes my body feel like its sinking,
my hear so heavy i can't go on living.
Tears form in my eyes,
My nose starts stinging,
I don't want to cry.
I don't want to show how much you hurt me,
Everyone thinks i just don't care,
That you were just a guy, not someone i thought would always be there.
I hate you for how you treated me,
But yet there is always a place for you in my heart.
Why can't you disappear from my thoughts,
I want to go on with my life.
It's been so long and the pains still not gone.
Maybe if i die... you will know just how much you made me ache.
And you will fell as i once did,
and know how to treat your next girl.
