Angry, Crying, Upset (how i feel)

Drugs alcohol and depression,
losing sight of your dreams,
wen your family see's all these things an obsession.

tired of having to take the responsibility all the time,
seeing one die,
and waiting for the next in line.

family breaking apart,
heart being ripped in two,
right from the very start.

brother that doesn't care,
I'm falling,
with each and every teare.

I'm broken,
and i cant piece it back together,
it has to be a nightmare i have to be woken.

while there fighting,
I'm silently in my room,
bleeding and crying.

each breath i take,
in this life i live,
takes one bit away from my fate

This was written at the spare of the moment, wen i was angry n upset it my life and its what i live everyday.
comments would be much appreciated.