Love hurts

Lately everything has brought tears to my eyes everyday more of me just dies i try to hide the tears I've shed but all i can do is cry on my bed the one that meant so much to me i tried to make him see he left forever yesterday obviously i don't know what to say he was my world-my everything to him i would always sing the songs that reminded me of him with him i was finally filled with love to the brim he is all i ever cared about what he did fills me with such doubt i will never get another guy like him and the chances of getting him back are very slim what we had i thought would never end he was there through every twist and bend i miss him more and more the longer he is gone i feel so much that his decision was wrong i feel so empty without his touch i never thought i would ever find a guy i could love so much whenever i think of the times we had i just start to feel so damn bad i think it was the biggest mistake he ever made the feelings i have are oh so hazed i miss and love him with all of my heart something hes had from the start i never wanted us to part he was the one i wanted to be with forever i truly think we are meant to be together i wish he wouldn't of went away because now i know what to say i smile every time i hear his voice i cant =help loving him its not my choice when i see him my knees get weak when he held me i could hardly speak my feelings for him are oh so deep my heart he will always keep right now it really hurts i feel just like dirt i have nothing to live for now that hes gone for me to still love him to everyone is wrong why cant everyone see i am lost without him my whole life is gone i have nothing to live for without him here life is a bore i want him to love me back again and to be there once more through every twist and bend i wish i could hear him say i love you god i don't know what to do i feel for him to much to let him go i never thought away he would throw the relationship we thought would last it is now unfortunately in the past no one understands that i don't care what they think anymore because of what everyone thought the one i loved booted me out the door i never should have doubted his love for me why couldn't he make me see we love each i other more than everyone thought he is the one that i have sought he is the one who has been there with him i was no longer scared i was so happy with him for me he would've lost a limb i think back on the times we shared together we were perfectly paired i started a journey many years ago i hoped that i could find true love i admit i got hurt a time or two and i kept going through i finally found my way into his loving arms all the signs pointed straight to him i didn't realize it until the time was to late with him i wish i could still date the time we had was so magical i had no idea what to do by the time i realized what i had we both were sad i was so comfortable holding his hand love is still holding us together no matter how hard we try to split it apart he can and always will have my heart whenever i see those pictures of those days i have to admit to my dismay those times are gone for the time being but we are both seeing no matter what we do we still love each other the feelings that we have we wish we could smother the tears I've shed i wish i could hide but the law of love i cannot obied i cant help what i feel i realize now that its to late that he made the final deal this should never of happened my broken heart will never mend unless he comes back in my life for good he is one of few that understood he got to know the real me the way i am feeling we have to be meant to be i loved the way he took my hand no matter what he would understand he was there no matter what it was his love feels like it was sent by god the guy i love doesn't have to be cute have a killer smile or even a nice bod he has to be sweet caring considerate and love me for me all these qualities to me he held my love for him has consumed my body- all of it all of my dreams led me to where he was i love him just because he was there i felt i had two people that cared i wish he was still here to know how i feel but he isn't my heart he stole something that isn't easy i understand now he is busy he is my whole world whether he is in my life or not he is the only one i have sought the times we've shared cannot be replaced for the time being we are spaced i asked him what he wants from me he said eventually again he wants us to be he has to gain his trust back first to know that i broke his trust truly hurts when we get off the phone i tell him i love him it felt so good to hear him say i love you too now that he is gone i don't know what to do I WILL ALWAYS KNOW OUR LOVE IS TRUE!