Don't lie

by katie!   May 13, 2005


Don't lie, I am overweight, Humongous
I hate myself more, I don't want to eat please realize
I cannot even look at myself in the mirror
Let me cut myself away, let me kill the body I despise

Don't lie, I am so ugly, why do you love me?
If everyday people laugh and follow me home
Shouting and screaming, they broke me down
So I lie awake, remembering their words when I am alone

Don't lie, I am useless, I am a failure
I'm too weak to even die, I'm too fat to care
I bring everyone around me down, I hurt them
People say they love me, they are never there

Don't lie I deserve this pain, I deserve to bleed
I am only able to express myself with my self harm
I wish I could explain why I don't want the food
The only part of beauty are the scars upon my arms...

* this isn't very good, it's just an explanation of how I feel... I've been trying to starve myself and being sick so I feel a bit emotional... thanks*

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  • 19 years ago

    by rachel

    u shudnt starve urself it wnt help, eventually ull b happy with ur body, which by the way is prob fine the way it is, xercise and healthy eatin is the best way 2 lose weight if ur determined, im livin proof i lost over 16 pounds in 2 months and went frm bein overweight 2 b healthy. theres alot of emotion in this poem and it sounds like this is buggin u. most likely its all in ur head and every1 thinks ur gorgeous bt if u r determined 2 lose weight plz dnt hurt urself in the process, image isnt worth that, all my love, stay strong and keep writin xxx

  • 19 years ago

    by Lost Girl

    I really wish there was a way I could make you see how beautiful you are...I love you soo much just as you are, you don't need to starve yourself or anything...stay strong
    xxxxxxxxxxxx

  • 19 years ago

    by Brookeღ

    Oh that's so sad you shouldn't feel like this! I went through a stage when I wasn't eating and trust me you don't want to do that to your body. When you're to skiny you will see that people will still talk. I am so sorry you feel this way. Stay strong! Take Care of yourself! 5/5 Brooke~

  • 19 years ago

    by Jacklyn

    you don't deserve any of that! you shouldn't be starving yourself either, if you want to lose weight still eat because you actually need energy to burn the extra weight, just slowly down size on meals, it works.

    ~stay strong, live long~

    ~plp~ lil slam~