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by nicola May 13, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about death
Lieing in a hospital bed talking to me.not Noing how long she had left it could be hours could be days or even years no one new and theres nothing the nurses can do i bought her her favorite chocolates , favorite make and everything she loved doctors and nurses coming in every few minutes.Is there something there not saying. an hour past we reminded our selves of all the great times we have always had together. then the doctor whispered in my ear "her heart rate is going down" I new this was it as the beats got faster and louder.i just kept talking and saying how much i love her then the beeps got really fast i had hold of her hand.doctors and nurses rushing in as the peeping got worse they pushed me of her i tried to stay but as i was about to let go i felt her flop. a fearful tear ran down my cheek as now she had flown up to heaven one more tear trickled down my face followed by a bunch more. they let me go back to her and she was gone.shes gone to a beautiful place called heaven This is dedicated to my great gran who died only 2 months ago.i loved her so much i really can't explain. r.i.p gr8 gran i luv u so much