Open Wounds

~ Open Wounds ~

Forever bleeding, my hurt on show,
Another chance for scars to grow,
Mindless screaming, flowing pain,
Just the usual, I’m going insane.

Blood rushing from me, arms so sore,
Tears mixed with hate, I long for more,
Empty and lonely, a soul lost in time,
Yet everyone thinks that I’m doing fine.

Embrace my depression, the hope that I lack,
Self-harm and self-hate, must come in a pack,
I lay scarred and fragile, human no more,
Just a reject, a freak, a worthless w h o r e.

My heart slowly beating, I ache for it to stop,
With each silent hum, I feel more blood drop,
I see my life force, all over the floor,
But I can only scream out that ‘I need so much more’.

Enough is never enough, more pain is shed,
I fear this circle will remain, ‘till I’m dead,
I have no feelings, I’m numb, born for pain,
So I have no choice, but to cut once again.

No one can save me, I’m nothing but fear,
A forgotten hate, drowning in tears,
Frozen to the torture, all motion stood still,
Left to this disease, with time it will kill.