Go to sleep thinking and while i sleep dreaming
Dreaming of what might of been and how we could of worked
I blame my self for us not being together even tho it was his choice
He choose to kiss her but i don't know why i i somehow feel if i was a better girlfriend it wouldn't of happened
If he could of seen me crying or if he knew how he made me feel he would of never cheated
If i could turn back time and tell him truly how i felt and feel
Maybe he felt the same maybe my tears weren't in vein
How could i replace him i look at all these guys that i have liked for ever and they don't hold a flame to him
He is the first to take my breathe and to make me feel beautiful
I blame myself for all the pain i put him through and all the tears he had to hear me cry
and some how it is my fault that i cant get over him if he would just tell me we are over and mean it then maybe i wouldn't be crying right now