I'm Sorry Mommy

Mommy, I Need to tell you something,
Please try to understand,
It's not because I wanted to,
It's not like it was planned.

Please forgive me mommy,
I didn't mean to do it, I swear.
It just was so pretty,
and was laying there.

I'm sorry mommy,
that I did something wrong,
Please hold on mommy,
I know that you are strong.

Mommy please go to sleep at night,
stop crying those tears.
I'll be with you every night,
and at least I had 6 years.

I didn't mean to put that gun to my head,
mommy, please I swear.
It was just so pretty,
and was laying there.

I'm sorry I'm gonna be gone,
but one day I'll be back,
I love you mommy,
but for now I'll stay in the black.