Sitting here thinking about why my heart hurts so much.
Could it be that it's shallow?
Also afraid of the shadow that walks beside it!
or it could be just a sickness of a broken heart.
The word SUCIDE is like a barb wire intwined within me.
only thinking it's the last result.
Leading me to believe that everything is my fault.
Days and nights go by without a doubt.
Everlasting thoughts never even count.
Sleepless nights turn into fights.
Cryed so many tears now only left with fears.
Still i sit with a shallow heart with no one to walk beside it.
BESIDE THE SICKNESS WITHIN ME!