Like a regurgitated pill, you're the reason i consistently lose hope
Rebellious thoughts of suicide linger inside my head
Trying desperately to break free, my heart screams to just be given a chance to be heard
The cost of my happiness is too high to retrieve
Like the ocean beating against the sand, my soul fades with each passing heartbreak
With no way out, i try to block all my reasons for wanting to die, but it's no use
Each time my heart breaks one chain, another one is put on
Hoping the suffering that my flesh bares never falls upon my baby brother, I do my best to shield him from the heartaches
With hopes to one day breathe a better life, i close my delicate eyes to pursue a dream of achievement in life
I try to envision my future with overflowing laughter and mezmorizing joy
With these thoughts to dwell on, i strive to push myself forward
In time my wounds will heal, but for now I'm left with every untented scar slashed across my heart
Crushed, my soul yearns for one good reason not to give up
Telling myself that giving up would only be proving you right, I thrive on your fabricated words thrown in my direction
As life keeps moving on, I'm stuck back at square one
All my mind can think about, is the fact that you're the reason for my despair
