Why didn't I see it coming?
You are the core of where my pain starts
Nothing feels right around you anymore
Your love for me is painfully weak
I ran to you for comfort, but you pushed me away
I gave you my trust, you used it against me in every way
Every word said to me is like tiny sharp knives slicing my one syllable at a time
Unable to go anywhere, I watch as you demolish my life.
Thanks to you, I have thoughts of suicide
Because of you, I have sealed a thick wall around my heart that no one will ever break into
Don't you understand?
You are the reason I am depressed
You are the cause of my defeats
Oh yeah, I forgot, I am nothing in you're eyes.
