Living in my nightmare

Just pretend it isn’t real,
Things can’t hurt if I can’t feel.

Smile, remember.. It’s all okay.
Barely get through another day.

Sick of being happy and fun,
The war inside my head’s begun.

Just can’t take it, I have to leave,
In more pain then I’ll let you believe.

I’m falling apart, it’s getting worse,
I feel I’ll never escape this curse.

Running in circles, losing my mind,
Trapped in the dark, where no one will find.

Nothing, is everything, that you see,
Especially when it comes to me.

A perfect world, that’s what you think,
No one can see that I’m starting to sink.

On the edge of being insane,
Because of a reason I can’t explain.

I want out of the nightmare, I want out now
Over and over, I don’t know how.

Sand is falling, time slipping away
I’ll be destroyed. I’m not okay.

I must go on, defy my fate,
Escape this place, before it’s too late.