On the outside I'm laughing pretending i am so strong
on the inside I've been dying for so long
in the classes i put on a happy face
at home suicide is winning the race
I'm hiding the fact that I'm so alone
wanting something to call my own
needing to breath but its too hard
i cant be saved I'm far too scarred
i feel pity deep in my heart
i should've given up i knew it from the start
i held on to our love
even through all the times i had to push and shove
you called me your baby and your angel
but now its gone I've lost my will
I've lost it all my sanity, my heart, and my life
now all i have is this knife
this knife has the blade that i need
it takes out the evil when i bleed
it takes out the thoughts that i cant forget
i hide my scars...they're a secret
i hide the pain that i feel
i take my life with the turn of a wheel
i drive this car into a tree
and in the mangled mess is me
my heart slows down with every breath i take
now i close my eyes never to wake
the ambulance came & the cops went to tell my family I'm dead
and never again a word was said
no 1 cared that i was gone
they just smiled as he talked on
My family didn't care they wished i would've died
and now at my funeral no family there and no tears had been cried
cause in this life i wasn't cared about
toward me all my family did was doubt
so when you think of tomorrow know that its true
that u could commit suicide and no one would cry for you
the only person who would ever be sad
isn't your family nor your mom and dad
the only person who is sitting in the back row
is YOU crying from all your sorrow
