My truest Feelings

Why is it that,
I still feel that there's hope.
So much time has passed,
yet I still can't seem to cope.

At this time,
My heart is weak and frail.
It feels as if through it,
My love, you stuck a nail.

I don't want to let you go,
I don't want you to stop looking at me,
but it being this way,
my heart will never be set free.

I want you to say something,
Just a few phrases,
So at least i know maybe,
My love wasn't pesky phases.

I don't want any girl to have you,
But my wish I know will never be true.
I just wanted to be the girl
you'd say "Baby I love you" to.

Don't give up, Don't let go.
Those times I turn away,
From your smile,
I really do not wish to d so.

I'm feening for your touch,
The one I never have a chance to feel,
But the time will still move,
and God may help me heal.

But right now I just want you,
Not Kev, not Nev, no one else but us two.
Don't just sit there and stare,
Do something and finally make us a pair.