If only you knew

Mommy i need to tell you something
daddy touched me wrong
i know i should have told someone
but i didn't have anyone to call

mommy bubba ignores me
he doesn't really care
he shows up at all the wrong times
but when i need him he's never there

mommy theres something else
i really need to talk to you
i hate everything about my life
oh mommy if only you knew

daddy i need to say some stuff
i know you're not gonna like
I'm running away for good now
because you almost killed me when i put up a fight

daddy i think you know so
but I'm starting to really hate you
you're pushing me farther every time you speak
wow if you only knew

to my friends i have something to say
to all who think I've lied
I've told you what you wanted to hear
so that i could walk with you by your side

i told you everything of my past
though i have some secrets to hold
my life is unwinding so fast
my secrets are ready to unfold

my friends i hope you know this
i love all of you
i would die for you in a second
oh friends if you only knew