Empty hands

What is there left
to live for?

what is there still
in my future
that makes this
worth it?

what do i have
holding me back
from a final and permanent
decision?

i cant do this.
i cant be brave anymore.
I've been torn down.
and then trapped.
but I've hidden it well.

but what happens now?
when it's all stripped away?

what am i left with?
empty hands.

an empty heart
an empty soul.

so honestly,
why keep going?
when theres nothing left?