Alone *reposted*

Sitting all alone
In this dark and lonely room
Wondering what’s become of me
Was I meant to live in gloom?

Every day I wonder
If this was meant to be
Would I always be so trapped?
Or would I someday be set free?

I have so many friends
And I always wear a smile
But I sometimes hide in the stall
And cry for a little while

I always want to be
Someone that I’m not
But no matter how hard I try
No matter I hard I fought

I always knew the real me
The real me deep inside
The one that’s always sad
The one that wants to die

I always feel alone
Even in a crowed place
‘Cause the only thing that seems to matter
Is the frown upon my face

I look up at the mirror
At the face that stares at me
And I ask myself
“Why must I always be unhappy?”

Before I go to bed at night
I shed some painful tears
And wonder how I’ve gone through it
For so much painful years…

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