My heart is in chains- Will ever be, will never let go again

My heart is in chains
Will never let go again
Though I cry and lash about
These chains around my hands
Around my feet and my waist
Tight I am fastened to this love

Endearing and ideal
This love banned in my soul
Never want to see you walk away
Because this impressive feeling
Fulfils me all the time
When you are around me
You’re so good to me

My heart I lost yet
To your loving figure
Every streak of my breakable heart
Belongs to your gentle hands
I would feel so cold and uncomfortable
Without you , my love

But my heart is still in chains
Will ever be, will never let go again
I fear to lose what I desired to hold
My independence and strength
Gone in your arms
This love pulls the rug out from under me
What I believed in is so important for me
I am frightened to lose my purposefulness
In your careful hug

I wanted to write something new, in such a way I tried to describe a feeling torn between love and the fear to lose one's independence, what seems to be most important for her. Her heart is tied in chains to her love, but she is frightened to lose her whole strength if she will give herself up to him.

I hope you like it though it's really different to what I wrote before.

*Please, vote and tell me what you think . Thank you very much.

Sabine