Sorrow

I feel so depressed
i feel so sad
i always have the same feelings
that make me feel bad
i had a bad day today
i got in a fight
i grab a knife out of the draw
though i know that its not right
i don't stop to think
about the people who love me
my family and friends
i know they will be happier without me
i slice my wrists
not knowing what I've done
i was just upset
i think as i watch the blood run
i felt sorry 4 myself
why was i so stupid?
i really need some help
someone to see the blood and stop it
i reach 4 the phone
to call triple 0
but i collapse on the floor
I've gone too far, i know
i wake a week later
I'm lying in a bed
I'm in the hospital
i thought i would be dead
someone found me
they brought me here
I must be loved
it suddenly comes clear
I was just upset
and took it out on myself
by cutting my wrist
instead of something else
I should have seen ages ago
i don't wanna leave
i wanna wait for the future
and accept what i receive

Anyone who feels like this, Please don't hurt yourself because you will regret it later, just wait till you calm down a bit before you do anything stupid! Everyone is loved by at least one person out there whether they are family or friend!! xxx