Why does my family hate me,
did i hurt them,
did i do something wrong,
your family is there for you,
to understand you,
but my friends,
understand me, better,
then any of my family,
sometimes i feel,
like i need to kill myself,
to make them happy,
will they cry for me, if I'm gone,
will they miss me,
i envy normal families,
kids that get everything,
that i want, every normal teenager
no one knows what goes on,
behind closed doors,
the constant abuse..
i cant take it any more
the mountain of abuse, i get,
thrown in my face.. when will it end..
when will it end...
