Release From All Restraints

Forget everything I said about being Eden...
The transformation has yet to incur.
I thought that I knew everything about the world...but I see I was a fool...to believe in anything.
I was blind...what my spirit was trying to tell me all along.
I am truly left in darkness...
I use this word so often...it becomes cliche to the world...
But not to me...

From my eighteen years of existence...I have been raped, used, bruised, broken, abused, put down, look down on, told that I am pathetic and useless, a thing that will never amount to anything...I have been exploited for my young ignorance, and I am fed up with it! No longer will I just stand a watch as my life is sapped from my soul and I am bled out for the world's amusement.

So you think I am exaggerating?
I wish I were...but then, I would still have to come to this spot. Why should I care what others think? They will only let you down. I have the promises of demons in my midst...I can listen to them.

She was the only one who answered my dying tears when I was but a child. She apeared from the shadows like a new moon...her apparent darkness was ever radiant and intriguing.
"I was not created to leave, My Child...I have answered you. Where is your God now? He cannot save you...He cannot touch you. Do not let anyone tell you otherwise...Every person is different. What works for them might not work for you. You have to find out who you are...something I already know you have the potential to be. Follow me, and I will make your dreams, your visions, come true."

Now she stands by my side, guarding me from the horrid trials of the world and of God's Light. Who else has the right to stand there? Nobody...nobody at all. She is the only thing, the only person, that has ever stayed this long with me. And I know she will never leave.

"You are Eden...just become. Come, you have the will to endure...the more important you are in the grand scheme of things...the more you will go through in life, because everyone will be fighting to have the best. That is the nature of Man; the nature of God; and the nature of Darkness Divine."

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