I’ve gone brain dead
Nothing in my head
Too overloaded
Too much drama
Too much pain
All I want is
To cry and hide
Inside I hurt so much
But outside I can not
Show how I really feel
Fake smiles covering it up
No one shall know what
My heart feels
In my mind I know that
I haven’t been a best friend
I feel as if this is the end
I’m scared
I feel so alone
God I need you
I realized I’m unable to do this alone
To see her cry the way she does
It makes my heart shatter
I get the stare
This feeling I’m unable to share
Tears welling up in my eyes
I try to fight them
I’m getting weaker
My bottle is getting full
Its gonna let loose real soon
I can’t hold it back
I’m so sad
All this pain
I have no one to tell
No one will listen
I can’t let them hear
Not even one single tear
It’s tearing at me
Ripping at my soul
I feel I must do something
But what can I do
So many things swarming
Throughout my head
Everything people have said
Just passing so fast
It is now a blur
What can I do
What
I must do something
Before I am lost
And she is lost to
