Once again I hate myself for all the things I do
Like hurting the ones I care for like fu**ing hurting you
I don't know what I'm getting myself into hurting everyone I care for
I feel like such trash some dirty little who**
I'm really sorry for the things I did I never meant to let it happen like this
It only started with let me tell you a secret then it was me he kissed
I told him I had a boyfriend he didn't really care
All that mattered was he was horny and I was there
It was only a kiss and led to making out
Now I don't even know myself anymore i don't know what the hell I'm about
Ive never really cheated the first time I ever did it was only a kiss
so how the hell did it end up like this
I told you everything and now you don't know what to do
but neither do I
I'm not even sure whats on your mind because when I asked you
you said I need to think and hung up with out a goodbye
I wouldn't hate you if you hated me
I wouldn't cry if that was the way you wanted it to be
I really am sorry I never meant to hurt you like that
now I feel bad because now I know two wrongs don't make a right I now know its a fact
