Search through my silent memory
and maybe i will find some comfort
spent all my time waiting for my second chance
to break away
to feel free
but its so hard at the end of the day
knowing what is and what isn't
knowing I'm not ok
trying to keep up
trying to be right
but each and every night
i feel so lost
so i search through my silent memory
and hope to find comfort
i just want a straight line
instead of this curved and wretched road I'm taking
and the life I'm faking
i want to be free
and be able to release my silent memory
