Cry out for help

To cry out for help you try to scream but nothing will come out
your feeling so depressed because you keep all these sad feelings suppressed
your never at you best, constitly being put to the test
you think your going crazy, you're getting really lazy
you think of death because you think you have nothing left and you don't know what to do
you really don't know who to turn to
no one really seems to care and this pain you just can't bare
you never dare to look inside your heart to see what's there because you can feel your heart tear
you want to somehow get rid of this pain, your prepared to do anything
even harm yourself, cut yourself with a knife or a razorblade or shot yourself in the the head
you just want to end this pain