Why did you Ruin my Life?

by SeXiSaMi   May 15, 2005


Why did you have to ruin my life
You always would be so nice to me
Even if you were mad
But now you just have to see

My life was going great
Until something took a wrong turn
It all went down the drain
Why did it all burn?

I though we would be a great family
Forever until I die
But I guess I was wrong
So all I did at night was cry

I did notquite understand what a divorce was
Since I was still very confused
But then you told me
And I just was not able to refuse

I guess you were not happy
But I do not see why
You and dad loved each other
So why not just try

Why did not you just go try it for me
Go and see someone
And work out everything
But now we will never be just one

Even dad wanted to go see someone
And he is now still kind of mixed up
All because of you
It will not ever be fixed up

When I heard you were lying to me
It just broke my heart
I though it could never be true
But I just fell apart

I did not expect you to cheat on dad
You guys never would fight
Definitely around us
Did you lose all of your might?

When I met your other love
I was surprised
He did not seem that well
I guess you just cut down all your ties

He seemed kind of nice the first time
But that was the only time
Now I do not like him
But do you think that is a crime?

All he does is try to buy my love
But that will not ever help out
Giving me everything
Is just too much without a doubt

I have tried to be as nice as I can
But now it is just easier said then done
I will never love him as much as dad
Nor will I have as much fun

I do not know what to do at this point
Should I stay?...
Or should I move out
It just has to be that way

We have gotten in so many fights
Ever since you were married
But I guess you don’t care
So I just won’t be carried

I know you get mad at me
Since I am bad every now and then
But neither of us can handle it
Who knows how long or when

I only remember one time
But you hurt me really bad
You slammed me into a cabinet
And I wish you would not have gotten so mad

You made me eat soap
I thought that was really mean
But I guess I did lie to you
But you just would not listen and lean

The only reason I ran away that day
Was to get rid of all my strain
I just could not believe you were actually getting married
But I cried like the rain

Now I can see your happy
More then before
But we are not
So can I walk out the door?

I guess we will not get along much longer
But hey I will try to do
Even though we might not live together
I still and always will love you!

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