Grieving The Loss Of Someone

My Dads’ grieving the loss of his Dad,
A loss I don’t think he can describe,
It makes me cry when I see the Man I look up to in my life cry,

I know that I didn’t see him much in the past 2 or so years but Dad I feel your pain
Even though I might seem to look like I don’t care,
But dad I really do,
I care more than you think,
When I make those Farm animal noises it’s to make me happy and I wish you could make yourself happy too,

When I went to the comedy show I thought to myself that “ I shouldn’t be here my family should even though im sad my family is even more sad than I am”

I miss those big hugs and the visits he gave us
I miss those cards at my birthday, Easter and Christmas that said LOTS OF LOVE POPPY.T

I was going to ring him a couple of months back I wish I had now, But I never had the courage to ask you if I could,

And all I’d like to say is DAD I FEEL your PAIN