Stupid

I think my stupid thoughts,
And cry my stupid tears.
I'm so sorry sweetie
That I can no longer wipe away your fears.

I've just tried to tell you so many times,
But the words never come out,
Only the lies.

I've needed to say
What's on my mind,
You'd think I'd beable to
Let you decide.

But everyday I see it,
And my name's not there.
I feel a constant breaking
And I know its all fair.

You saw me as I crumpled,
You saw me as I slept,
But yet you don't include me
As I have.

That leap of faith I took
Letting you in,
Was something that I never knew
Would rise above the din.

Your face slowly fades
As the picture gets not clearer,
I pledge to be someone if you need.
But you'd rather talk to invisible beings,
Than one you've already seen.