I told him how I felt

Before you read this i want everyone to know that if you commented on the poem "so there's this boy" i took everyone's advice and I told him how i felt. he still likes me even after we broke up so i asked him back out. i got turned down. he says we live to far apart. we only live 15 minutes away. i think he's just afraid of the relationship again i have no idea what to do. please help if you have any idea.
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Well I finally did it. I told him how i felt. it was hard but it had to come out.

he likes me the same but he said we couldn't give it one more try. when he told me i just wanted to die.

he doesn't have any idea how much i really care. I've told him no matter what I'll always be there.

i just want him to know he's so wonderful to me. the best thing that has ever come into my life and forever will be.

if only i could just make understand it will be worth it in the end because nobody could love him like i can cause he's my best friend.

if only he could see the smile he places on my face when he makes me laugh until i cry. he could understand how when the first time we broke up i hesitated to say good-bye.

i broke up with him and i have no idea why. it was the hardest thing to do because i had no reason to say good-bye.

when i think of him my heart shatters like glass. all i want is to be with him even if it was in the past.

there isn't one guy that i care for in the way i care for him. he's the one who makes me laugh when i don't even want to grin.

he's the only one who can make me cry from the laughter in my heart. and i regret letting him go because now without him my world is falling apart.

Ethan i love you no matter what we go through. always remember that.

please vote and comment if you have any advice on what i do. thanks so much for reading it. i hope you liked it.