Here I Sit

Here I sit
Reflecting on our three years
I am going to miss you so much
And the thought of you leaving brings me to tears

So here I sit
Asking God why
Why does he have to take you away?
You are my very best guy

We are best friends
And as we got older we had the potential to be more
But now that you are leaving
I do not know what my futures for

You know me best
You are like the back of my hand
And when no one else can
You are the one who understands

Here I sit crying my eyes out
Stiff as a rock
To me it is no surprise
But yet here I sit still in shock

You were, yes,
My first kiss
It replaced everything
I would ever miss

I know you are leaving
But I hope your memory of me never leaves your side
And I pray you will not but I know you will
Find another girl in to confide

Here I sit
Trying to figure out how to bid you goodbye
But all I want to know is
Why!

Why are you leaving?
Why do you have to go?
And for us to turn out this way
How did God know?

How did God Know?
How you would affect my life so!!
Well I guess he just did
But now here I sit having to let you go

I want you to know
No matter what I will always love you forever
And believe me when I say
That I will forget you never!