I went to your house, not for you, for your sister. I've been gone a long time, and have to say, I kinda missed her.
I know I was gone for quite a while. But you make everything garvy w/ one flash of your smile.
We all sit at the table, laughing, joking aroud. You say you can't remeber the last tyme you saw me frown.
Then your homeboi comes over and you and him slpit. Now me and her can just chill while we sit.
She asked me how I was and if I've been happy. I told her I couldn't be happy without you, her big brother, beside me.
I tell her, "I see him in my dreams and everywhere I go". I ask her what to do and she says- "I don't know".
Then we decided to go have fun and snoop through your stuff. Something we hadn't done since 14 when we thought we were tough.
We looked though your CD's, your pictures, all your stuff. And right be for we stopped and had enough.
We found an old box stuffed way under your bed. We knew it was important and grew ice cold lk we were dead.
All those years ago, we I left, you said you'd throw it all away. My pictures, my letters, my drawings, my heart, you still had them to this day.
That box was full of stuff dated '02 through '03. Everyone of those papers had something to do w/ me.
A jounal w/ the date I left on the very first page. It seems you would write to me and explain your every stage.
But you never sent your letters, our guess?, you were scared. On every other page we found a sentence were you said you cared.
I broke down in tears and fell on the floor, god how was I to know you still loved me anymore?
I dry my tears and look around, as all my stuff lay on the ground.
"He'd never talk about you"- she said -"and would flinch when anyone else would". "He said that if anyone could stop loving me"-I cried-"he was the one that could".
"But all he did was talk his talk"- she said as she helped me up- "you knew it wasn't true. I can't remember that far back, as to when he didn't love you".
All of a sudden, we heard music blarrin' and knew you were finally home. As you walked in, she said- "I'll give ya'll some tyme alone".
You asked me what was wrong and if I'd been crying. I just held your hand and told you I felt lk dieing.
I look in your eyes and count to three, "How come you never said you still loved me?".
Your face grew pale and your hands ice cold. You look as thoughyour trying to figure out who told.
"I love you" I say "I have since day one". You tell me you don't remember when all of this begun.
You give me a hug and wisper in my ear- "All I wanna do is simply hold you near".
~~I know itz long, but itz from the heart, so, if you could PLZ vote and/or comment and tell me what you think! I wrote this to/about my ex~boyfriend, Ken Basquez, a little bit of my heart will alwayz be with you!~~
